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HID DAYAH NAB ILLAHMy name's Hidayah Nabillah. I love chocolates oh-so-much. I have the awesome-est friends. I like boys and girls equally. I am a sweet tooth. I am quiet. But once you know me , you'll be shock to see me. I'm not who you think I am. So , don't judge me by my looks, but judge me by my inner side. Tyvm . I love you. <3 |
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Monday, April 4, 2011
I had all my reasons . I am sorry . I had to hold the fort while everything was in a mess . It has been a really long time since I didn't update my blog . Has it been dead ? I hope not . I'll try to update on my life more . A lot of things happened all too fast . I couldn't control . I have no one to talk to . You're the only one I could possibly talk to indirectly and manage my life . It had been hard these days trying to keep up for the mid-year. I am still coping . I hope I am not too late . I am really trying my best to persevere . I feel tired . Never ending . I wish it would not be so havotic . I want all those problems to fade and gone . I felt in love with bigbang recently . T.O.P <3 and I heard amazing voices in youtube . Here's for me . Hope I would give my self apploude . I wish ... 8:47 AM
Saturday, February 26, 2011
Yeah , stop all my problems . :)  I had try cutting my left hand with penknives because I know you are better off without me . Yes , I felt like dying when you did that . I really can't bear my stresses . I have no other friend to talk to . I have no true friends . I can't ... 6:57 AM
Friday, February 25, 2011
2nd problem - friends   My mum told me that I shouldn't be befriending that girl who is perfect but yet has a poor attitude in terms of friendship. I was once her best friend but now, after what my mum told me, i avoided her . Then this little imp of another universe got transfered here and then, out of the blue, they were best of friends . So what does that leaves me ? She don't even looked at me. I always approached to her but she never once approach me. Why should I go and confront her since I'm the one suffering ? She broke a thousand of promises that I told her . I can't trust her. She betrayed me and backstabbing me too . I can't do anything because I'm sick of people who got influence with her attitude because of her cute bloody asshiehole face . I am damned .I'mma continue this another day . Hopeless of my dreams ... -continued ... (:   4:48 AM
My stress - problem 1    Please please help me to comment of what to do if i have these problems .The First Problem ; It lies in the studies . I have been exceptionally working hard for my examinations and i had ended up with fails . I understood and practice those exercises but it turned out evil. I don't want for my mum to be nagging me . I hate it that I've worked so hard and at last , bad things happened . Why won't you just understand mum? I paid extra attention when the teachers are teaching and yet , why ? I can't have the damn shitty good results that I always dreamed of . I couldn't achieved in being in honor's roll . I undergo a thousand of stresses . I am not so perfect . But I want to be . I can't be perfect . But I will try to be. I won't be perfect . I am not . I will never be . I had enough of those sickening things . I wanted to be somewhere else where its peaceful and nuisance-free . I love it if I ever have at least almost to perfection . The only days that had finally won me was when I got my mother tongue results . I was extremely thrilled . That was the only thing that I do good in . I am good with teachers always smiling to all . But have u wondered whether those smiles are fake or real ? Even if my eyes are cheerful and smiled from ear to ear, I still won't be happy . I just faked the whole thing so that it may seemed so real . I really do not know what to do . I have tried my best but my best isn't the best . I've tried .... You know that I did . I am tired of trying and making it work 'cause it will never did . My thoughts are blurred as it was clogged with studying notes but often confused them with one another . Do you know these are the things that I have been dealing badly with ? I need you . Please .... 3:55 AM
Tuesday, February 8, 2011
 DnT rocks , 'cause of reasons . The fact that "SHE" sat with my goodgood friend , was so frustrated by that person . Seriously , but then , she got scolded , so I was going like " Omg , for real ? That's for sitting with her . You deserve . :>" Then when a few Babras' , Fouzy and Hilmi went out to get Ideation or whatever shit , I was left alone . I kept on doodling on my book . The person behind told me I was angsty or idk . Then he came and we talked . And I was like , " OMG , Life-Saver much ?"  I was so damn relief that he came all the way beside me and sat . We chatted and like joked . Then he left when they came back . That was once in a life time rare oppurtunity . But of course , good friends do that :> Thanks for being there for me when I'm down . <3 8:50 AM
Monday, February 7, 2011
 Sometimes quotes make you feel like you are the words and the sentence makes you complete . Photography is like my life to me . Almost my life . These two days was so cute. First was my super cute haawt junior's birthday . Second was my close close friend via fb's birthday . And I don't know about the third one . Oh , the cool's friend birthday . Photography takes me to a place where there is a huge variety of destinations or others that are meant to be capture and get mesmerized . In other words , its an awesome action-packed photogenic person to be captured and with that ... I would love to end it but must be longer . Like what Mr Hubert Heng <3 said , write longer words and you will get more marks . Better still , make paragraphs to make it even longer . Heeee . Oh ya , I almost forgot BB guy . He is so damn haawt . Although other race , still so damn haawt . Well , time flies and I better end now or I'll be late for school :>
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Fall for you - Second Serenade 7:26 AM
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